3Comments Through the Looking Glass...

I opened my eyes. And there i was... lying on the floor of on dark room... then i remembered everything - how they were pulling me through that narrow road. and that that awesomely constructed room... the put some papers in my hand and pushed me inside that room...

The room was dark... just a small bulb. There were people sitting... But they didn't even bothered to see me... as if i was not there only. I went to one of those and asked him for help... He didn't answer... Then I realised... Those were just statues... I realized no one's going to help me... no one's going to talk to me...

There were two small windows on opposite sides... I went to first window... there were those men who pushed me inside that room... and also upstairs...
Then I went to opposite window... I couldn't believe what I saw - I saw me... n my friends sitting n chitchatting... doing timepass... making fun of each other... all were happy...
Suddenly door opened, one of the guards came inside, took one of the statue and went, locking the door again... I took that chair... and sat near that window... I was watching through that window again and again...
I was scared - If i didn't watch and forget all those moments... I thought... I'll be turned into statue... like those people...


(PS: I know kinda difficult to understand what it's all about... just a hint... those papers were graduation certificate n mark sheets...)

1Comments CaptCHU****

Sceneaccess failed yet again to put 'Scrubs S07E09' torrent on time...
So I thought lets download from rapidshare...
Free account as usual... so waiting for 2.5 mins to grant the download ticket...
and then i came across this...

They say this is "CAPTCHA" (which is supposingly easy for Human to understand but not bots...)
Normal captcha's are preety simple... just enter 3-4 letters n you are thro...
But our famous Rapidshare says... you are human only if you can differentiate between cartoon of a cat and dog sitting on english letters... WTH...

It took me 3 attempts to pass thro... worst thing was - that 2.5mins counter reinitializes each time u put wrong letters...

So if you are not premium user -
no parallel download...
no upload more than 100 mbs...
no download manager...
that 2.5 min counter...
waiting 1 hr after each download...
and now this crappy CAPTCHA...

ohh sceneaccess... i blame you for this :)

(I still have one file to download... crap!!!)

6Comments Next 1000 seconds after those 10 seconds

That night I was coming back from Mumbai to Pune... Regular travels... night journey... after lonavala, we were only 15 of us in that volvo... i was sitting on backside...left side window seat.. and there was only one passenger in that side of volvo. I was sitting enjoying soft music... and then there was one BANG... i realized twas not a part of that music track and after a split of a second my head slammed on a backside of seat next to me... (oh man, they should use cushion for backside of seats too) in next 10 seconds the bus was tilted totally to left and again BANG! the only thing i could see thro' window were sparks... bus was still moving... after few more seconds there was silence... I was so shocked... took me at least 2 mins to realize the whole scene...
My leg was stuck between next seat and the left side of bus... somehow i managed to pull it off. I stood there on the road... just a thin layer of glass window between... the other passenger who was with me was still "sleeping".. unconscious may be.. The only thing i wanted achieve at that time was getting out... I saw the handles of seats... put them in right way... n then used them as ladder of 4-5 steps... Afta 3rd step i realised the 'plastic glass' window is still intact... Glass may be the brittle substance... but considering strength left and also the position i was in, twas the hardest material for me... after 10-12 kicks there was a hole big enough to pass through...
After next few minutes I was outside... standing on right side of bus... I saw one car upside down... red color on the road... few people... I jumped on the road... Let me tell you... Climbing up is the easiest job compared to jumping down when you are hurt... Pain... Was blanked for few seconds.. again... Then some guys came... gave me water... I told them there are other ppl in the bus... unconscious... they went to help them...
After the whole incidence I realized that I should have helped that guy... the guy sitting with me on the back side... there was water bottle in my sack... at least just to check whether he's conscious or not... But I didn't.... I dunno why... May be I was shocked... May be I was afraid that he might be dead... But then I realized... My first aim, like anyone other in that bus, was to "Survive"...



*purely fictional...
m totally all right :)

7Comments At least...

I know her favorite songs, novels... even her favorite artist...
I just hope she at least knows that 'I exist'...


*purely fictional

6Comments Luck, Fate and Choices

I dunno what you people believe, but I do not believe in Fate... I don't like the idea of blaming our wrong choices or bad luck on fate...

Yesterday only we school friends discussed about it... and one of my fate_believing friend almost convinced me that there is such thing as Fate... The example he gave me was simple and straightforward -
"Look" he said, "Luck is like choosing the correct answer in GRE exam if you don't know the actual answer. And Because of that answer you are able to go to US... This is Fate..."

The example was very good... or processing speed of my brain was slow :).. but I thought may be he's right... but then I thought - its correct that Luck is like choosing the correct answer in GRE exam (if you don't know the actual answer) but... after that its not fate that decides you will go to US... its your Choice... You choose to go to US instead of staying in India...
Its not "Fate"... Its now written anywhere that you will go to US... its totally your ''Choice" whether to stay in India or to go to US with the help of some "Luck" in gre...
This thought made my point, and more importantly, my mind clear that there's really no such thing as fate...

I like that quote by Neo in matrix -

Morpheus: Do you believe in fate, Neo?
Neo: No.
Morpheus: Why not?
Neo: Because I don't like the idea that I'm not in control of my life.

and controlling life means making 'choices' all by yourself... isn't it ?

1Comments What can 3 Graphics Designers do in 4 days ?

What can 3 Graphics Designers do in 4 days ?

watch:


*If you are too duh to recognize, itsa first Scene frm Saving Private Ryan...

2Comments Waiting for 31st Jan...

Forth Season of LOST....
Yeah... on 31st Jan...

After watching that promo of season 4...
oh... I can't wait....

Here, in this post... m asking all LOST fans to do one thing...
On 31st Jan, write "LOST" on bandages on four fingers of your left hand... :)

Just Like -




We have seen FATE and LATE already...
lets say there were
LATE
LATH
LOTH
LOTS
LOSS
in between :)
and now its turn for
"LOST"

Who are with me ? raise your 'left' hand :) (write comment :P)